i thought i could have someone that understands me. Nope.

I just cant seem to sleep. I wanna hear her voice.I wanna see her face.I wanna be there for her! I love her very much! hahaha.Please guys,bear with my heart pouring out at the moment.It's been overflowing with this emotions for a long time.I wanna be a better bf. I think im abit less childish than last time thanks to her.i think.hahaha.Btw,why did i start blogging again? Cause im damn bored at home and ran out of options of what to do today..hahaha.

=) Smiles!

Whenever i step outside, somebody claims to see the light It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience. 'cause everyone thinks they're right, And nobody thinks that there just might Be more than one road to our final destination But i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong 'cause we're all going in the same direction And i'm not sure which way to go because all along We've been going in the same direction

I'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing For something to fill the space, was all of the time i spent a waste 'cause so many choices point the same way i was going..... So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy? I don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them And why are you always telling me what you want me to believe? I'd like to think that i can go my own way and meet you in the end. But i'm not ever going to know..........

Whoa i never update my blog for such a long time alrdy. So right now is 4.30 am in the morning which means im just gonna go to sleep 5.00am later in the morning and wake up at 9.00 am to go for my Internet Client Development Exam. Yes,i havent slept yet.

Right now i just finished revising. I was falling asleep in the middle of revision just now so i went to facebook to wake me up again. Wake me up!(Wake me up inside!) Wake me up! I wonder if i still have readers here.haha i lead such a boring life. XP.
nvm its ok! live life to the fullest.

I dont know if anybody get what im talking right now cause' all im doing right now is ranting and rambling to myself and speaking what im thinking right now without considering whether it makes sense or not.Must be due to lack of sleep. Nvm! Ganbatte! Jiayou! Syafiq boleh!

I must retain my title as the last min study genius.(No not as in A+ genius,just that i can pass with last min studying)

Sidenote: Congratulations to syahir for winning gold in his weight category for IVP. Next year im gonna meet u man! well if i cant ill just make sure i get to at least the semi!

~Im still young,dont let those dreams fade away as u age!Try not to live a regretful youth!~

another fatal frame bad moment!!!hahaha,girly screams owns!!!

Another brad moment from 4player podcasts! haha classic brad scare.

I saw videos of the latest battlefield game and it was awesome..so i tried to make my own compilation..so i came up with this.its a short one cause all my kills are just within that one match.enjoy!

Hey people,its holidays and im still spending my time on other things then my blog..poor aviatordreamz..so anw,heres a short summary of what ive done in the past days.

Lipsyncing to -Larger than life
with zul



Made 2 short video stories(sorry but its in malay.maybe ill add subtitles if i reedit it)

Belajar jangan tak belajar(Study, dont slack)


Cerita hantu fail

10 months already??

This post is dedicated only to Fee.

Its already been 10 months.Im glad that we are still together and still doing quite well in this.I may not be the best guy out there and i may be forgetful but i'm glad i managed to make you laugh and smile every once in a while.I do feel happy whenever you are with me and I do love the fact that you are actually concerned about me.Wait..No,I think I love that you're there with me.Wait..no,I love the way you look.Wait...

I know!..... I just love YOU.

I may hurt you without knowing it and i may hurt you because i'm oblivious to whats going on. I'm sorry for not meeting up to your expectations. But, i'm me.And i hope..

You'll love and accept me for who I am and my imperfect self.

Once again.Happy 10th month! Lagi dua bulan dah masuk satu tahun.Bersabar je lah yer?^^

Was browsing through the net and found these funny motivational posters.Enjoy what you see!

Collectors edition

A few days back,which was actually on a friday.My manager found something interesting.She found a 50 cent coin that actually doesnt look like your ordinary 50 cent coin.It was gold in colour and slightly thinner.However,it was in the coin roll for our cash register.The coin roll came directly from the bank so it can't be fake can it?It weighs the same as an $1 coin and its gold like a $1 coin.I can only suspect that a coin thats supposed to be worth $1 had been accidentally dropped in the 50cents mould instead.I wonder...

Keeping it cool

Right now i'm just killing time on this blog while waiting for my next class which is at 1. The weather's hot,im wearing a black t-shirt which adds on to the heat.However,i've learnt not to complain as it helps on keeping yourself calm and the heat won't get to you.Maybe its me or maybe its someone up there helping me cool down as reward for not resisting and swearing to the weather or something like that.Only god knows whats really going on in this world.Right now,Fee's beside me playing facebook and asking me to blog about her.I really pity her for her breakout and she's been having it hard lately.Somehow,i think that she is really sensitive about her skin due to past traumatic experience.But,whenever she's not worried about it she will be back to plain old crazy, happy, fun and lame fee.:D. Even though she's now quite cranky about it,i know in my heart that she is still as pretty as i knew her always.Hmm,now its only 12.20pm. 40 more min to class.

Its kind of a drag to finish school at 11.30 only to know that we have an extra class to go to at 1 pm.And so, we're stuck here. I can't even go to my friday prayers even though i want to.I guess ive said what i wanted to say and since my trail of thought was interrupted.

-Fiq-

BTW!

Oh and by the way.Click the red arrow at the top right to see my profile.thx

-Fiq-

New look!New year!New perspective on life!

This pic has nothing to do with the post.Rly..

So as you guys can see, I just changed my blog skin yet again.Well i kind of like this one better ya know? And..my previous template died on me. So finally,its up again!

~~My first post for the year!~~

I was on my way to fee's house to send her back home from JP.Then i just realised that we should go to the nearby park there.Its as if,something,maybe my mind?my heart? called me to go there.So as we reached there I felt as if i was in a whole different place as we entered the park.Feels so calm and nostalgic.Its just peaceful.Ive decided when i have time again i want to rest there under a tree or walk around the long, long path.I saw something interesting,there was a digital clock tower and above it,some lights keep blinking and blinking.Then i realised,its actually a digital dice which keeps showing me random numbers.I wondered what was it for.Then,as i walked through the park i noticed that there are numbers 1 to 100 in blocks along the path and near the slides and recreational things.The whole park was actually a board game?! So me and fee tried it out as we take turns looking at the dice and see who reaches the end first.There are bonuses like slides which brings u from square 50 to square 75..Its like a huge snake and ladders game.In the end Fee won.Im sure to go there again..I think ive found a spot for me to just let myself go..

-Fiq-